Why didn't anyone give me a heads up on how much bitterness, distrust and pride I've been carrying around? I mean really, who knew? All of you who are my friends have some responsibility for this going on so long, I think. Not that I'm deflecting the blame. I mean I trust you guys(?) and I would have believed you I'm sure. Thanks a lot. But I'm not bitter - like,at all.

Seriously though, it's like I've seen a small glimpse of myself, which is really a gift. But, I recoiled in horror and am going to be on my face praying for transformation in my heart. I need the resurrection power of Christ active eve more in my spirit. Please pray for me.

Odd thing... Now that i actually kinda sorta like my blog template, I don't feel like saying anything. Go figure.

is this working?

I am having a hard time believing that my sitting at home being hungry right now is moving the kingdom of God. Maybe if I was warring in the prayer room, or,even locked away in my own room deep in the word. But no. I am deep in laundry and praying off a cold, which I never have. Not one cold in years, but today I sneeze like crazy to the point that my chest and ribs hurt, ridiculous! So, I'm home. Cold, tired,fuzzy in the head,sneezy, wishing I could touch the heart of God. How is my hunger helping!? I don't have any proof inside,or out, but I believe that God loves my weak offering. And out of his love for me He made that tortilla chip I just snuck taste like lard coated cardboard. Thank you, Jesus. You have my full, drippy devotion.

this is Chastity's new blog.....more to come.....